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a lie,
that what i am saying,
has more elegance
than it really does
are people like that to?
do we put on make up to say,
we are prettier than we really are?
do we drink and party to feel,
cooler than we really are?
i can't say, but maybe,
it's something to think about.

true love

i know it exists,
and that one day it will be mine...
but i want it now.
it seems so magical and perfect.
i'm not a hopeless romantic,
but i have experienced little bits of it,
and i just want more.

Dee Dee Dee Dee Dee oooH..

you can have whatever you like
ohh
whats new pussycat?
wo oh ohh oh oh
just dance.

c'mon c'mon, c'mon c'mon,
i said!
what?
yupp.

bringing it up.

(i've already put this up, i just like it so im bringing to the top :)
my valium.
dance and sing and be happy.
the world is on fire,but i don't care.
escape.
dance and sing and be happy.
when im smiling,
im not caring,
about the bad things in the world.
death doesn't exist when im dancing.
the world is perfect when i sing.
in this world,
my world,
the bad things matter,
but they can't hurt me.
sad or mad and tears,
they don't last.
they will come,
but they will go.
the world will smile again.

an excuse.

everything i do
is my excuse
to stay lost in life.
i dont want to find the exit,
so i dont stop.
i dont look.
i just live.
im afraid,
that if i try understand life,
i will,& wont like it,
or
i wont, &fail miserably,
then be lost in confusion.
i keep myself too busy..
to look for, to find,
a purpose.

My Question:

Would you kill to live?
Explain.

no words.

i have so much to say,
but no words to say it.
it's like i don't know english,
when it comes to speaking my thoughts.
rather than being spanish though,
und non habla es anglais,
it's just that we have to wait.

im not allowed to say some of the things... yet,
though i want you to know.
i don't want to tell you other things... yet,
because when i unveil my thoughts,
i want to put on a good show.
but i do want to tell you.. we all have to wait.
my anticipation is growing,
at an incredible rate.

since when do i have to go out?

it's a saturday night, and apperently,
i'm expected to go party.
well usually, i do,
but am i not allowed to like,
stay in and just chill?
people actually think it's weird.
that i don't wanna go out.
in response to all the
"whats wrong, why don't you wanna do anything?"s
i've got today,
i am fine.
and i am doing things.
i finally cleaned my closet,
which if you had seen my closet dirty,
is a HUGE accomplishment.
im sorry guys-- for staying in,
but i dont regret.

^%$#@

i can be moody.
i hate it but it's true.
right now,
there is no reason for a bad mood,
yet my mood bad.
i want to be in a good mood,
but if someone says something stupid,
i might rip there head of.
i don't want to publish this,
i could just be faking the niceties right now,
but i am out to prove something.
EVERYONE is human.
we all have bad days,
and in life,
there are no flat characters.
people CAN be stereotyped,
but stereotypes are never true.
and you can think you know someone,
inside and out,
but you never will fully understand anything.
no one can.
this, is probably a good thing.
but, everytime, you would like to judge
another person...
don't.
you have not walked
everystep of their life with them.
you have not thought
every thought in their head.
everyone is equal.
you are human, i am human.
that girl you hate,
she's human.
oprah...
she is human.
we were all created equal...
so just don't judge.

My Purse.

I have had this purse for three years,
But used it for the first time today.
Everyday i pick a puse that matches my outfit,
And this,
Was the best fit.
It, however,
Has made me mad,
As it does not cooperate.
It wants the power,
And so do I.
I deserve the power,
It is just a purse.
This morning,
I attached a flower,
To pretty it up.
It did not want to look pretty,
It wanted to look tough.
Well I wasn't looking,
It threw my flower on the floor.
A while after I got mad at it,
It stabbed me with my pencil.
Before I take it out again,
My purse must learn to behave.

Pur P.

Purple
is my power colour.
Purple
stands for royalty.
Purple
holds up the rainbow.
Purple
dominates my wardrobe.
Purple
is more than a colour.
I feel trippy, hot, peaceful,
in the face of purple.

Purple
is a part of my life.

LiFE..

we don't fully understand,
why we are here,
all i know is not to waste..
the stay.
some get their chance,
taken away.
be thankful,
as yours could end --
at any time.
do want you want,
and do what you need,
to make your life truly happy.

"like attracts like.

good attracts good,

happy attracts happy."

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